What a beautiful day, why can't my day be equally as beautiful!

Everything around me is beautiful today! The weather is perfect mid 80's with a breeze and hardly any humidity! Its gorgeous out! But yet I am under a huge rain cloud that is ruining this beautiful day for me! I am blessed with the people in my life and that I am able to attend college, but I wish it could be easier. I'm not worried about the material being to difficult, but financially I wish it were easier! Not having money is a road block. Right now I am stuck in the rut of paying rent or paying for books. Rent is winning. I'm sure everything will work out, it always does, but right now its not easy. The stress of school and work wouldn't be that bad if I didn't have to worry about every little thing I buy. But I guess that is life huh.... well anyways be back later.

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Breathe in so deep.

well its been a minute!

So first call of business, I got a new job!!!!! wooo hooooo So I had my first day, at Outdoor Adventures! As excited as I was it was very boring!!

Second thing....I moved into my new townhouse! Well sort of. The management here sucks butt! And it was filthy. But it was a blessing that they were so rude and it was very dirty so my dad talked to the owner and so now I get to keep my dog here for free!! Its not like cooper could dirty this place any worse that it already has been!

anyways i'm a happy girl right now! thats all for now!


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Fear of a name only increases fear of the thing itself.

name your fears.

Athazagoraphobia – Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting
Atychiphobia – Fear of failure
Bacteriophobia – Fear of bacteria
Contreltophobia – Fear of sexual abuse
Dishabiliophobia – Fear of undressing in front of someone
Glossophobia – Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak
Lockiophobia – Fear of childbirth
Misophobia or Mysophobia – Fear of being contaminated with dirt or germs
Mottephobia – Fear of moths
Parasitophobia – Fear of parasites
Philophobia – Fear of falling in love or being in love
Spheksophobia – Fear of wasps


http://www.go4quiz.com/866/list-of-phobias/

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ugh...time to bitch

So all I want to do is transfer. Is that so much to ask?!?! College of Charleston will not send my transcript to TCTC so therefore I can't get my financial aid because they need my transcript to review my academic process. And to get my transcript from CofC I have to long into two different websites and fill out a bunch of bull shit. Problem is, I have no idea what my log in is nor do I know the passwords. On top of that, I can't get the log in or password because they are sending it to my CofC email which is no longer valid. Awesome! So I call the "help" number and of course the offices are closed! Even more awesome.

Ok done bitching.

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introducing....

 My dog Cooper! He is a cocker spaniel/ chocolate lab mix. I rescued him last October (2010) from the humane society. He is the best 90$ I have ever spent! He was 7 months when i got him, so he wasn't a little bitty puppy. But I think that was a god send I didn't get a young puppy. Cooper was potty trained in 2 days! He is my baby!! One of the reasons I left my old schools was because my roommate/ high school best friend, decided we were going to get an apartment with a 20 pound animal limit. That did NOT fly with me because Cooper is a 40 pound dog! Anyways Cooper is very welcome with the new people I'm living with and will actually have a few friends to play with! And he is very excited to meet them! So anyways this man is the love of my life!

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So have you ever wondered what goes on all around you out of your eyes reach or even just behind you. Its an odd concept to think about. In reality we make believe what we think is going on in the rest of the world. Our brain builds a world that doesn't exist.

you know, food for thought. Bon apppetit!


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