Thursday, December 22, 2011
Monday, December 5, 2011
where am i?
Well where am I?
To be specific, I am at work and it is 11:26 AM on December 5, 2011.
But, where am I in regards to my life?
I think maybe the biggest rut I have ever sunk myself into.
I am stuck at a technical school.
I did not get into Clemson for next semester.
And that makes me feel like a failure.
I am broke, as always and working my life away.
I don't get to do the fun things with my friends because I am always working.
Not that it really matters, but my love life blows.
My apartment sucks and I just want to get out of there.
Things that are good in my life...
I have been making lots of friends, mostly guys, which is great because I get along with them more.
I got a car donated to the Clemson Sports Car Club, which is awesome.
I am fortunate enough to be able to make a donation of lots of fun toys for toys for tots!
I have a wonderful family that puts up with my shenanigans.
I have a great dog who I love so much.
I have found a perfect house that I would love to move into come this January.
anyways i guess this is me being in a frump practicing letting out what i want to change in my life and what is good in my life. I hope it starts to work.
And I pray for guidance and direction.
Breathe in for luck,
Breathe in so deep.
To be specific, I am at work and it is 11:26 AM on December 5, 2011.
But, where am I in regards to my life?
I think maybe the biggest rut I have ever sunk myself into.
I am stuck at a technical school.
I did not get into Clemson for next semester.
And that makes me feel like a failure.
I am broke, as always and working my life away.
I don't get to do the fun things with my friends because I am always working.
Not that it really matters, but my love life blows.
My apartment sucks and I just want to get out of there.
Things that are good in my life...
I have been making lots of friends, mostly guys, which is great because I get along with them more.
I got a car donated to the Clemson Sports Car Club, which is awesome.
I am fortunate enough to be able to make a donation of lots of fun toys for toys for tots!
I have a wonderful family that puts up with my shenanigans.
I have a great dog who I love so much.
I have found a perfect house that I would love to move into come this January.
anyways i guess this is me being in a frump practicing letting out what i want to change in my life and what is good in my life. I hope it starts to work.
And I pray for guidance and direction.
Breathe in for luck,
Breathe in so deep.
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