As much as you want to forget things, you can't. And as much as you want something, sometimes you can't have it. As busy as I have been, I can't seem to shake the thoughts of past relationships and what went wrong and why things went that way. Was it me? Was it something I did wrong? I look back wondering if I had done something differently would I still want to be with that person? Would that person want me? Past rejection still lingers on...and can't be helped. Can it? Will the wondering ever stop?
Even though I love where I am in my life and I'm falling for my current boyfriend. I can't help but to wonder if that one guy still thinks about me. Does this mean I am not 100% over him? Or does that mean I find comfort in believing I was not 100% rejected.
Sorry even I don't even know what I'm talking about. shit well I guess I'm curious that things could have happened in alternate realities.
Breathe in for luck,
Breathe in so deep.
