tethered

Today I am feeling so tied down that I can hardly breath. I feel like there is so much holding me right here. And right here is not a fun place to be. Its boring and uneventful. I'm painfully pulling through each day to do the monotonously same thing the next. I need a break from this horrible routine that I am drowning in.  I keep telling myself that as soon as I graduate and become a nurse I can just pick up and go, move to the farthest point in the country. I need some change now though. I don't want to make the mature decision I want to just go be free!